Monday, July 20, 2009

What Life Deals Us

So many times I have often wondered "why is my luck so bad"...when in reality, my luck is not bad at all...not even close! Several months ago my doctor found "something" on my left ovary and we scheduled further test to find out what it was. At first we were not sure if it was a tumor or a large cyst. The ultra sound determined it to be a large cyst! That made me feel a little better about the situation until the doctor said that we would watch it for a while and if it shrunk on it's own, we would continue to allow it to do so....if not, we would have to talk about surgery! Of course, all I have thought about was surgery, how long I would be out of work, getting things at work caught up and so on and so forth! Last week I went for the third ultra sound. Then the glorious waiting period until the call comes from the doctor office to tell you the "news"! Well today the doctor's office called and the nurse said "Starla, I am going to make your day...the cyst is GONE!".... I was in shock. She told me that my doctor was in shock also but very happy. No one expected it to be gone, however, did expect it to be smaller...well, we all had hopes of that so there would be no surgery! Prayers were answered! God has worked, yet another, miracle in my life! The HUGE cyst was totally GONE! So, with my luck being so wonderful, why is it that with most of us, we always focus more on the bad? Thank you Lord Jesus for healing my body! My prayer now is for Him to take the worries and concerns of other things and handle them for me........protect and guide my child in his endeavours! Open my eyes wider to focus more on you and the wonderful GOOD things you put in my life! If you are reading this and you seem to relate or understand where I am coming from...and you dwell on the negative, such as I, please stop right now, bow your head and ask God to take it from you....BELIEVE in what you ask of Him and BELIEVE that He will take it and handle it in a way that He knows is best for you and your life! I still have a long way to go in bringing all the positives to the forefront, but I am more on my way than I ever was!! Until Later!

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