Weekends Almost Here

It's late and I really need to go to bed. I am hoping this blog doesn't just ramble because I really do have some things on my mind! I have found that sometimes when you need change in your life it can come simply by changing your attitude toward things! However, changing the attitude can be one of the hardest things to do, but is something can truly make the biggest difference in the stress level!

God answers prayers in so many different ways and lately I have asked Him to help me deal with some things that have been going on in my life. Things that are not really bad things, just things that I don't seem to enjoy and I can't quite figure out ""why"".... and I am always feeling like others are against me or my family! Who knows, maybe they are, maybe they aren't...somethings are just beyond my control but tonight as I asked God to guide me and assist me in making this situation better, the "'thought"" popped into my head "Starla, you need to change your attitude in order to make these life changes that you are wanting/requesting....I know now that it is God speaking to me and letting me know that it's not so much the world against me....it's me working against myself mentally at times! So, changing the ole' attitude...ummm, thats going to be a tough one! However, if it is what God wants me to do then I have no other choice but to do as He wants me to do...or I will not find the peace that I have asked Him to help me find.

Why am I sharing this tonight??? Because I am sure many of you reading this have had situations that you just can't figure out WHY it is not a good situation or why you can't enjoy something....you just can't put your finger on it, you just know you don't like it, don't like being there, don't like the people there.....don't like, don't like, don't like......where does it end??? What can be done to make life more enjoyable? Not always the other person or the environment that needs changing....it can be US that needs the change! So, as I lay down to sleep tonight, I pray that I awake a new person tomorrow with a whole new attitude! I'll give it my best shot....can you? Until later!